Everything was anew when you stepped into the picture.
Every time I decide to revive this blog, I keep finding myself writing about you. It has always been like that. I keep coming back to that night. March of 2014, somewhere in between longing and heartache, I found myself being held by
you. We swayed to the music. You made your way straight to my heart.
Everything came out like an avalanche. You were a man of few words, while I must’ve had too many at one point. It still baffles me how despite your tendency to shy away from others, it was you who approached me first. I spent every conversation spewing out nonsensical things just to lengthen my time spent with you, and it just happened you were doing the same.
I wanted this so much.
I am addicted to The Maine's new song 'Miles Away'. Do yourself a favor and go ahead listen.
So on August 12 this year, All Time Low's gonna come back (with The Maine!!!) and I'm not allowing myself to miss them this time. I'll be going with Calvin and Yel and probs Bianca and/or Hansel(hopefully I'll convince them). Well, Calvin and I were supposed to watch Incubus too but heh he knows I'd choose The Maine so he said we'll go with ATL X The Maine instead. I appreciate it really.
let me tell you: he picks me up at school and drops off with me in our subdivision and walks me to our gate. Aside from that, he buys me random stuff on the way home (which includes chocolate milk, my favorite chips, bottled drinks and sometimes we also eat out on random food chains). Makes me laugh (all the time). Says the most wonderful nonsensical things (is that even possible). Everything he does is so.... I don't even know. I am just thankful I met him. And he does all that stuff for me. And.. and.. idk.
Oh yuck look at all the disgusting emotions in this post I'm cringing at the me ten minutes ago.
This was supposed to be my 62nd post but I just reverted all my previous posts into draft. Not 100% sure why I did that, but I'm probably tired of the past. I've back read a few entries and I can't believe how uneventful my life is. Also, upon reading, I realized how dumb I was blabbing about a certain guy all of my 4 years in highschool... Really, ellie?? reallyyyy??? I feel sick just thinking about it. Gah. Although now, that 'feeling', it sleeps with the fishes.
I just want to blog again after so long. School's been insane.
Hopefully I update more soon. I have no idea how I used to blog every single day when I was in secondary school. Was I that free haha